Wednesday, July 28, 2004

honesty
cheating is nice, without studying hard we can get a fairly good mark on an exam. well, i have cheated, i did it when i was still in high school. one night, i didn'nt study my biology lesson, so i resorted to cheating the next morning in school, well this is for my first time actually, i was scared my hands were trembling and my heart was beating fast but ...i got a good mark on my test. but honestly i do not let it be a habit for my selve cez i dont want to be sorry which mean hey that it will be benecially when the plagiarism got an opportunities means that all the situation r really condussive but when u must face the an uncondussive situation can u figure it out i dont thing so cez u'll be kill n obviously fatal for my test result so i thing i wont do that again...till now i'm working out befor the test..
didiet at 2:24:00 PM

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

when i am being pridefull, i may think that i have high self-esteem and a lot of self confidence, particularly with my great interest in standing out from the crowd, demonstrating for all to see that i'm not just an undistinguished nobody but someone special. but unlike self-esteem, which allows me to feel good and worthwhile just the way i am, pride allows me to feel good and worthwhile only conditionally due to things like possessions, accomplishments, wealth status, degrees, titles, honors, and so forth.nothing is wrong with having any of these isn't it? but relying on them for my feelings of happiness and worthiness means i must keep adding to this list or run the risk of feeling otherwise. thus, there is no deep joy, no satisfaction, no pease in it bcause there's always the possibillity that someone else is better looking, has more money, has a newer car, has more tittles, etc.while my actions may seem to be caused by excessive self-love, they r actually brought about by feelings of self-doubt.fueled by belief in my personal inaduquady, my aggresive, drive to prove my worth compels me to seek supremacy in any way i can.so others recognation of my imagined superiority is required to support my sense of importance and self-worth.is it true tha i dont love others , but i love myselves even less.

didiet at 2:05:00 PM

Saturday, July 24, 2004

this is for my minithesis advisor: well, i know sir that everyone's got their own importance but do not forget that we have to respect other people's importance too to get a live lovefully.
oh yea two days ago something's pathetic was happening when i and my beloved girl were on our went back to my girl home. well for my suggestion (it doesnt mean that i'm a player aight) i'd like to write that if u r a real gentleman n u expected a girl to be with, just do not u ever showing for what u feel insight your heart for the girl u love through the sms or through your cellphone cez its so very useless n it takes time (yea no use buddy), look GIRL's TODAY is more better which mean that they can even read what u guys thinking insight your head. if u r really wanted the girl to be yours, just go n get her (no matter if she already has a boy friend). first thing for sure that u must have for this thing is braveness. ok cheers
didiet at 3:46:00 PM

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

my an arguementation
well i can't predict what's gonna happen someday with all these situation here?? but, princiEply i dunno what's goin on with the politic's today in our lovely country, cause i fully can't let that man go for his rights already guys, which mean that i dont wanna let this SUCH A F**KIN DOLL, Mr SBy winning for de presidential elaCTION, b'cause i've got a lot's of so many f**kin reasons guys: de first thing is, he is a such a f**kin doll for de government of the states which mean that he wanted to make these LOVELY INDONESIan country to be a crediture's country for US Government policy FOR DE REST OF our GRANDchildrens LIVES , de second things is bcause de MILITERISM background of MR SBY, can't u guys of INDONESIAN's people realize for what they've done to us in the past 30 years UNDER de Mr SoehARTO'S LEADERSHIP?? WILL U FIGURE IT OUT?? I HATE THIS POLITIC'S!!!
didiet at 9:46:00 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

i've got my special lunched with my baby in this f**kin crowded sunday afternoon at hanamasa restaurant, well actually i like the japanes food, but basically i dunt like the processed when i n my baby have to cooked first before we started to ate, cez it was makes my appetite losted..
didiet at 4:22:00 PM

Monday, June 14, 2004

happy b'day to me <: )
today is my b'day, i'm 23 years old now but that nomber doesn't mean anything to me cause i havent do something benecial for my own lives n for other people lives, but at least i've already tried to!! btw, thank u guys so much for all de utterances n for all de wishes u gave to me, i appreciate that :* so much, n the most of all i'd like to thanks to The Almighty of Allah for His blessing n for giving me a chances to live more longer in this lovely world n i dont think i can give You back all Your benediction, well sorry God if i cant be a gud servant of yours yet, but i promise i will. I wish in these twenty third i could be a gud person n i can through all this year with patient under the blessing God, Amien.
didiet at 8:48:00 AM

Thursday, March 25, 2004

phew...this town is too hot
didiet at 3:11:00 PM